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Only Almost Here

Him:"Why are you always affected by little things? And why must you always bring up stuffs in the past."

Him:"Can't you get over it?"

Her:"No. Because those little actions means alot."

Him:"If you can't let go, what do you wanna do about it?"

Her (silently thought):"Ya, what can I do?"

Oh hindsight, she realizes that there is always a solution/answer to every question.

The solution is to breakaway...

Because he is not willing to change, and she is not willing to wait for the change.

Little things will always affect her and the insensitive stuffs in the past are not going to help either.

-Give me a sign.

Delta Goodrem Feat Brian McFadden -Almost Here lyrics

Brian:

Did I hear you right?

Cause I thought you said

Let's think it over

You have been my life

And I never planned

Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light

Where the love once shined so bright

Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight

Love's not always black and white

Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's not enough

And when I'm with you

I'm close to tears

'cause your only almost here

Brian:

I would change the world

If I had a chance

Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child

Throw your arms around me

Oh please protect me

Brian & Delta:

Bruise and battered by your words

Days are shattered, how it hurts

Brian:

Oh, haven't I always loved you?

Delta:

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's not enough

And when I'm with you

I'm close to tears

'cause your only almost here

Brian & Delta:

Bruise and battered by your words

Days are shattered, now it hurts

Brian:

Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:

But when I need you

You're almost here

Brian:

Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

Delta:

And when I hold you

You're almost here

Brian:

Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

Brian & Delta:

And now I'm with you

I'm close to tears

Brian:

Cause I know I'm almost here

Brian & Delta:

Only almost here

The Beginning

Toronto, New York City... What's next?


I'm beginning to call my apartment my home.
I'm beginning to get chummy with my room mates.
I'm beginning to make some good friends.
I'm beginning to get used to the weather.
I'm beginning to say "to go" instead of ta pao.
I'm beginning to get comfortable talking to strangers.

This shows how adaptable humans are.
But I realized all this is gonna end soon.
Ok maybe not so soon. But it will all end eventually. :(
I know I will miss this place that made me grow.

1 Down

Today I've changed my pair of contact lenses.

How many more? I don't know.

What I know is I have about 1 year worth of contact lenses.

Too Many Dreams

While taking a nap this afternoon, I dreamt about my......... Mum! In that dream I was asking her how to cook minced pork. So I said, "I purposely bought minced meat because you know how to cook it, so now you can teach me."

BUT she was too busy to entertain me. She said, "wait wait, let me settle down first before I teach you." I was pestering her again and again like a mad ass, because at the back of my mind I knew I was running out of time.

True enough, while "waiting" for her, I woke up. I never get to learn how to cook that minced meat. Mummy, why can't you put away your things and teach me? I woke up feeling disappointed. I was THIS close to getting the recipe. Now I don't know what to do with my minced beef. Maybe just add it in my pasta or make beef balls the next time I cook.

Solitaire

Some people prefer solitude not because they love it.

But rather, being alone feels much better than being lonely with someone beside you.

Clay Aiken - Solitaire

There was a man, a lonely man

Who lost his love through his indifference

A heart that cared, that went unshared

Until it died in his silence

And Solitaire's the only game in town

And every road that takes him, takes him down

And by himself, it's easy to pretend

He'll never love again

And keeping to himself he plays the game

Without her love it always ends the same

While life goes on around him everywhere

He's playing Solitaire

Another day, a lonely day

So much to say that goes unspoken

And through the night, his sleepless nights

His eyes are closed, his heart is broken

And Solitaire's the only game in town

And every road that takes him, takes him down

And by himself it's easy to pretend

She's coming back again

And keeping to himself he plays the game

Without her love it always ends the same

While life goes on around him everywhere

He's playing Solitaire

A little hope, goes up in smoke

Just how it goes, goes without saying

Solitaireee

And by himself it's easy to pretend He'll never love again

Ohhh

And keeping to himself he plays the game

Without her love it always ends the same

While life goes on around him everywhere

He's playing Solitaire

Solitaire, solitaire