Reminder

No one, No one but yourself, girl.



Brace yourself for the ride.

21st Birthday

It has been nearly a week since my 21st Birthday. Due to my exams, I did not have the time to thank everyone properly. So this is the time. A great thanks to those who had wish me over phone, text message, facebook or face-to-face. Too many to list down one by one. You know who you are, Secondary School, Junior College and University friends! Thank you for making my birthday a wonderful one. =)

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This is the first time I received so many Yusof Ishakss all at once. Haha =)

As cliché as it sounds, I hope that after the transition from a teenager to an adult, I would be a better person.

- A better daughter

- A better sister

- A better friend

- A better student

- A better girlfriend

And I also wish that as I become another year wiser, I would be able to look forward and move towards a better future (hopefully). Last but not least, I thank God for all the wonderful people in my life!

So Twitter Is The "IN" Thing Now

Déjà vu says:
go set up twitter acc

Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. says:
dont want laaa

Déjà vu says:
haha
can have 1 sentence update

Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. says:
haha i have nothing to say

Déjà vu says:
like exams are over

Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. says:
haha so lame lehhh
facebook is enough i think

Déjà vu says:
haha
no no
twitter!!
come on com grad
be updated to new tech

Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. says:
maybe nxt time la

Déjà vu says:
i help u set up!
wahahaha
i will put tingting as ur nick

Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. says:
u might as well help me put up updates =/

*Déjà vu - Sister

Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. - Me

:)

Sentosa Luge and Skyride. =D

The Wind Blows

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows

Hesitancy and stubbornness are probably the worst combination ever.

Good Luck

Just like the stars in the sky, you might not see them all the time. But, they are always there, shinning just for you. So whenever you are down, just look up into the sky. Even if your eyes can't see them, use your heart. I'm sure you can feel them.

Good luck. I hope you will make it through. :)

Growing up

It feels good to be young again. Sneaking into chalet compound without paying, climbing over the gate just to get to the "out-of-bounds" swimming pool, finding my way in almost complete darkness, lying on the deck chairs with my Ben & Jerry, looking up at the starry sky and talking about past, present and future.

Thank You.

Ah, it felt like I am back in JC. Climbing over school gate and avoiding the surveillance cameras just to get out of school for breakfast. Hmm.. Those were the days when we were young, carefree and reckless. Those days seem so much better.

Since when did we become so cautious, so afraid? Now everything is like a careful and calculated move in a chess game, where every wrong move results in dire consequences. We used to have nothing to lose. Now, everything's at stake.

Now, you look and think before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because no one might be at the bottom to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. How did life become so scary all of a sudden?

Run Run Run

I'm never a long distance runner. This marathon is testing my endurance. The finishing line seems so out of reach. I coud either fall flat on my face or run to glory. Let it be the latter. I think I need to build up on my stamina.

Run even when your legs are giving way...

Thank You

I think I'm a lucky girl to be blessed with great friends, ranging from Secondary School, Junior College and University. You guys know who you are.

It feels good to know that I have their backs, and I can count on them to catch me when I fall. Thank you every single one of you. I hope I can be a great friend to you, as you are to me.


Count your lucky stars one by one.

I Hate.

I hate to feel obligated
I hate to be oppressed
I hate to be disappointed
I hate to be sad
I hate to be taken for granted
I hate to make the wrong move
I hate to be left with no choice
I hate to interact with insensitive pricks
I hate to be deceived
I hate to deceive (esp myself)
I hate to be made used of
I hate to be forgotten
I hate broken promises
I hate to fall
I hate to feel helpless
I hate to be left wondering
I hate to miss
I hate to expect
I hate inner battles
I hate to put up a front
I hate to be addicted
I hate to be unsure
I hate indifference
I hate to hate.

-I have this feeling it won't turn out good at all.

Don't Forget

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
(Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
(Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Don't forget

Did you forget something?
"Although it hurts to remember, please don't forget."

Read And Laugh.

Suddenly remembered this when I had insomnia. And I thought it was very funny. It was a conversation with my parents in the car on a Saturday night. And this was how it started....

Dad: "So you want the camera lens? About $400+ right?"

Me:"Yep."

Dad: "Ok I buy for you. Maybe in Singapore or Taiwan k?"

Dad: "So later we go and check out the model and stuffs?"

Me: "Eh no need la. I know what I want. Just ask my friend the model can already."

Dad: "Ok so later we shop for other stuffs. See, Daddy so nice. Whatever you want, I will buy for you."

-Mum half-laughed, half-snorted.

Mum: "Eh yours only $400+, I'm gonna buy her $4,000+ plus stuff."

- I BURST out laughing!

Me: "Eh Daddy, Mummy challenging you leh. You wanna up the stakes? How about another zero? $40,000?"

Dad: ".......... Hmm, your Mummy rich la. I'm poor. Never mind, I let her win."

Me: "HAHAHAHA"

Funny shit I tell you. Too bad my Dad didn't take up the offer. Haha. But whatever it is, they are both the champions in my life!

I Try

This happens when pride is your priority.
Everything has a price to pay.
You gain some, you lose some.
But if it's worth the price,
It's worth the fight.
Your pride may be intact,
But you may lose something worth much more.
Don't wait till it's too late.
Learn, Learn fast.
Don't repeat your mistake.
It will hurt.
It will hurt bad.

"I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost ....
I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend that I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in this same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in ... it's a habit ... but, my eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it

I walk down another street."

How do you break away without breaking apart?
Drift drift drift, with every step.

Dreams

Anatole France: "To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe."

Do you have a dream?

Shrilly!

Now, I have a self-defense mechanism against rapists.

So people, please think twice before tail-gating me. Haha.

I'm gonna BLAST your ears off. Beware!

Go Go Go.

In a few months time,
I will be away from home,
Away from my comfort zone,
And away from everything that I've known.

Probably by then,
I would find myself,
Find peace and lastly,
Find my way back home.

I will be gone,
But not for long.
Wait for me,
I will be back.


















Everything will be put into perspective.
You'll never know what you've got, till you watch it go.
This road, I've to walk alone.
Even if I'm wrong, I'll be alright. Don't worry.

Ridiculous.

Classical Version
The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer long, building his house and laying up supplies for the winter. The grasshopper thinks he's a fool and laughs and dances and plays the summer away. Come winter, the ant is warm and well fed. The grasshopper has no food or shelter so he dies out in the cold.

Modern Version
The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer long, building his house and laying up supplies for the winter. The grasshopper thinks he's a fool and laughs and dances and plays the summer away. Come winter, the shivering grasshopper calls a press conference and demands to know why the ant should be allowed to be warm and well fed while others are cold and starving.

BBC, CNN, NDTV show up to provide pictures of the shivering grasshopper next to a video of the ant in his comfortable home with a table filled with food. The World is stunned by the sharp contrast. How can this be that this poor grasshopper is allowed to suffer so?

Arundhati Roy stages a demonstration in front of the ant's house. Amnesty International and Koffi Annan criticize the Government for not upholding the fundamental rights of the grasshopper. The Internet is flooded with online petitions seeking support to the grasshopper.
Opposition MP's stage a walkout. Left parties call for "Bharat Bandh" in West Bengal and Kerala demanding a Judicial Enquiry.

Finally, the Judicial Committee drafts the Prevention of Terrorism Against Grasshoppers Act [POTAGA]", with effect from the beginning of the winter. The ant is fined for failing to comply with POTAGA, and having nothing left to pay his retroactive fines, his home is confiscated by the government and handed over to the grasshopper in a ceremony covered by BBC, CNN and NDTV. Arundhati Roy calls it "a triumph of justice". Koffi Annan invites the grasshopper to address the UN General Assembly.

What is this world coming to?

I detest people who think that the world owes them a living.