What does it takes?

Sometimes, whenever I look at the situation my sis is in now, it reminded me so much about myself and my past.

The same kind of betrayal, the same kind of suffering and pain, the same kind of longing, the same kind of ambiguity and the same kind of hope.

But luckily for her, she is less harsh and more initiative. While he is more courageous and determined? And hopefully every step they take, it will bring them back together.

Therefore, whenever I look back, I hate myself for being harsh and passive and hate him for being cowardly and for losing faith. Why? I ask myself all the time. So many questions, I need an answer. It could have been, would have been, might have been. But it didn't, and I guess we only got ourselves to blame.

Ok, enough about myself. It's already a lost cause. On a brighter note, I sincerely and genuinely wish that things will go well and eventually work out for my sis. I hope that she can prove to me that things will never be impossible and miracles do happen if you were to try. And lastly, I trust that my sis will be able to "help" me realize the dream which I never had a chance to. =)