Hmm guess what? Now my mummy is dissuading me to go Buffalo for studies. Like at this point of time when everything is planned. She's even close to tears when she spoke to me. =/ Said she will miss me and all. Haiz.
Told her I wanna be independent and learn to live on my own. And just like what my friends said, she said, I can be independent in Singapore too. She told me she can throw me in an apartment in Singapore to live alone and fend for myself. Cooking, washing or whatever shit all done by myself.
But like I said, it is different. I'll still end up reliant and dependant, and I will definitely call my parents at the slightest thing. Trust me. How can I ever be independent if I stay in Singapore?
I know I would miss everything that I leave behind. But that's a choice and decision made by myself. Because I believe that whatever that don't kill me, makes me stronger. But my mum don't understand. She kept asking why do I want to dump a comfortable life to live alone. I do not want her to worry, I just want her to be proud of me. I just want to prove that I can take care of myself. Is it that difficult?
It's gonna be my first time away from home, and I know, I will miss her too.
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